And there's no point in me denying it at all.

I'm sad cos Mum had the day off and we're supposed to have mummy-daughter day, but everything seems so awkward somehow :(

I'm sad cos I wanted to see him so badly, but I couldn't :((

I'm sad cos I was looking forward to sitting around having long talks over teatime with her but couldn't cos last minute, plans changed. :(((

I'm sad cos I thought that we were finally going to have an awesome sitaroundthetable big happy family dinner tonight, but instead everyone opted to have dinner at their own "convenient" times. :((((

I'm sad cos I was waiting around for an invitation that was never going to happen. :(((((

I'm sad cos I was actually really looking forward to it. :((((((

I'm sad cos I actually curled my hair, just IN CASE the invitation came through. :(((((((

I'm sad cos I made a fool outta myself thinking that it WOULD come through. :((((((((

I'm sad cos I called up my friends to hang out somewhere to cheer myself up but they all had their own plans. :(((((((((

I'm sad cos I'm mad at myself for being sad. :(((((((((

I'm sad cos I'm bawling my eyes out into my hot cup of tea. :(((((((((((

I'm sad cos this post is suddenly not making any sense and the word sad ceases to have a meaning to it now that I've overused it. :((((((((((((

Finally (oh yes, there's a finale.), I'm sad cos I'll be leaving in approximately 2 days and I have mixed emotions about leaving. :(((((((((((((

So there it is.

<:'(